We’ve lost a shitton in the Columbine community lately and all of these new blogs came prancing in to stomp on our good name and be like “HERE MEDIA, TASTE THIS.” And to those of you (you guys know who they are) I say fuck you. You’ve ruined our safe haven and we have to grieve on top of that. WE CAN’T KEEP LOSING TO DEATH! WE FUCKING CANT. I DONT WANNA CRY ANYMORE BECAUSE I LOST A FUCKING BROTHER OR SISTER. ALL OF YOU ARE FAMILY TO ME AND IT’S WORSE THEN LOSING A FAMILY MEMBER BECAUSE I CANT COMFORT YOU LIKE I CAN MY REAL FAMILY. I CANT WALK OVER TO YOUR HOUSE AND SAY “Hey, it’s okay.” I CANT WALK ACROSS THE OCEAN. NO MATTER HOW MANY OF YOU I LOSE IT’S NEVER GONNA GET ANY EASIER AND I CANT STOP CRYING AND SHAKING. PLEASE STOP JUST STOP STOP STOP STOP </3
I just want to say thank you to everyone for accepting me in this Columbine Family. I have grown to love each and...